Yep I finally decided to join the few moms out there that have put their thoughts,desires and prayers for all friends to see.I don't feel bad for sometimes feeling that I need to be more then just a mother.Wonderful though it is and there is no other job in the world I would rather have.I love my family,but is it wrong to feel like you could be more sometimes.
This is my life too and in the mist of doing errands every day,laundry,cooking,playing with my son and husband on a routine daily I have decided to do something for "me".I used to be a runner in high school and part of college and ever since Beau and I started dating I starting dating I started dwindling off the path.I starting back a few months ago and I already feel great and my sister-in-law has now inspired me too run a 10K at the end of the year.So my goal is to be ready and that means taking time out for myself almost every day and train.Yes I know is sounds strange to most"Why do something for yourself if it requires exercise and training".Because its a passion and I love it and it makes me feel like I have more to my life then a loving wife and mother,again wonderful though it is I know I can be even more.
